Cycle Day 1.....and my furry babies!

So here it is. The day I have waited all week for......cd1. I'm relieved that I finally got my period. I was only 5 days late again. Everyone kept telling me to test, and I just knew that I wasn't, so I didn't test. I find it weird that I didn't pee on every stick in my house, because I am quite the addict when it comes down to it. I have decided to take another approach during this, one of faith, and dig deep down to find my inner strength. I will get through this and I will come out on top. Please remind me of that in the next couple of weeks when I need a kick in the pants. I know that I will be right there again, thinking that I won't be a mom and all of those other lovely down in the dumps feelings that I get, each and every cycle. I have to say though that I'm scared to death. I'm scared to start the shots again, I'm scared to go to my appointment tomorrow and I'm even more scared to get my period in 28 days. Will the fear ever go away? Probably not, but one can hope.

Moving on to more fun things...I'm going to post a picture of each of my babies. When we moved in to our house, we packed up the neighbors cat and brought him with us. They weren't taking care of him, so he decided to run away and become my baby. Boy is he a momma's boy. He doesn't leave me alone, ever. Every morning when I shower, he sits on the back of toliet and waits for me to get done. Sometimes he even walks the ledge of the tub, crying until I tell him good morning. It is quite a sight. He is the lighter grey cat. We loveingly call him chunkie, but his real name is Tiger. The calico with him is our little Kallie Jo. She is a cat that we got after we bought our house. She is the niece to Tiger. Yeah, the lady we stole Tiger from doesn't know we have him. She thinks an animal got Tiger.....sure, an Amy animal.

Kallie Jo is one of the funniest cats I have ever had. As you can tell by the picture, Kallie thinks she needs treats all the time. She loves to play with those little fuzzy craft balls. She thinks they are little animals and growls when she gets them in her mouth. She is a stitch to have around. She actually has little thumbs, and she uses them to grab ahold of things. Kallie Jo has a twin brother named Karbyn. He looks like Tiger, but is darker. He is the hunter. He loves to jump and climb and pounce on his brother and sister. They are so funny.

When Karbyn and Kallie Jo fight it is like WWF smackdown in my living room. If I ever tape it, I will put it on here because it is so darn funny! Can you just tell I'm going to be one of those moms that does nothing but brag about her kiddos. I know....GAG ME!