I'm scared to death!

I'm so scared right now.....I don't even know how to put into words. I'm scared that it didn't work. I'm scared that I will be an absolute mess tomorrow when I get the beta results. Everything was perfect this time and I'm not sure that I can handle another rejection. I'm feeling sick to my stomach as I write this today.......I hate nerves. Ryan is going to meet me tomorrow at the lab to get my blood drawn. I have some errands to run, so that will help take my mind off of things......for a little while. The nurse told me that the symptoms I was experiencing were progesterone symptoms. Today I have to say I feel pretty darn good and that scares me too. I have a headache and a huge amount of cm. Not sure if that is good or not. My progesterone went in today, but then fell out when I went to the restroom. I didn't do another one, so I haven't really had a dose today. So you would think I wouldn't have any symptoms. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! Ok, I'm ready to cry...I'm signing off for now!